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Gronkor wrote 24.6. 2005 at 17:49:39 o'clock over
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Are greeted their black souls !

In order to present me, my name is Claudy666 , I am twelve years old and hear since short time METAL . Metal , that is bad music , thus HIM, Marilyn Manson , Limp Bizkit and grain . The singers of these groups are all bleach completely and taetowiert , i.e. that they are genuine Satanisten and so correctly badly . I hear this music , because I am also bad . One sees that to it that I buy with the H & M always black things , thus with frills to , because that is ' gothic ' and lies now fully in the trend . I also so a rivet belt bought , that is from rose-pink plastics and has sokleine pointed silver Dinger drauf , because still more badly out-looks. My mummy does not like that , if I out-look so satanistisch, but which says my mummy , is all the same to me . Two days ago I began for smoking , because the singer of the HIM does also smokes . I believe , people those smoke , am still many worse than normal people . If old grannies see me , they always frighten themselves , because I my face black-and-white myself anmale and my lips . Sometimes I paint also the eyes black on , look myself still annoyance out . My hair I colored myself red , because black , the mummy says , may not I her for me not color. I white that it is correct uncool that I can be forbidden from it , but says her , otherwise get I no more pocket money and then can I otherwise also nothing more buy , and that would be bad . I find , I am a genuine Satanist . In the Bravo it stands inside that all people , which dress in such a way like I are genuine Satanisten . I a wrong cross around the neck hung myself , which I tinkered myself from a correct cross , which was once as extra in the Girl inside, . At the finger I have a totenkopf ring which I with the PAPER box bought . In the evening I go with my dog in the forest always walking and there to the end I then if it am dark , candles on . The candles are to get the dead ones out of their graves and honour the Satan . Sometimes I talk also with the Satan or the dead one . In addition I invented its own ritual , with which I transform into a genuine Vampir. But I already told enough now about me . If people ask me , what I hear , then legend I hears always , I Black Metal , because it sounds so cool and I believe already that which I hear Black Metal am real . I believe Black Metal , express one ' Plaekmeddl ' . Today I was for the first time in the evening away . My mummy said , at my age may do one only to at seven o'clock in the evening , but I was nevertheless to half nine o'clock away . Naturally I looked for a restaurant as the first , where all people are like that like I . I also really found one . All were there tightened and nearly all had black hair black . They were only all already much older than I and me completely amusingly looked at, when I came in with the door . Then such a man asked me , what I hear and I have ' Black Metal ' said . Then he laughed and me which of its favourite volume told . I believe , which were called volume ' Immortal ' and ' Dark of thrones ' and ' Venom ' were and then there still completely many other names , but I had not been able myself to notice those . The man was also a genuine Satanist . It wore a t-Shirt, on that was a woman and a totenkopf and candles drauf and ' filter defiency guarantees ' is been mentioned above. In the back men with make-up were in the face above . He said , the make-up , is called ' Corpsepaint '. I believe , then I paint myself also once on , if I go into the school . There the teachers frighten themselves certainly . The man said that Black Metal is not anything for children like me , thinks I , is I no more child , because I may sit starting from this year even in the car in front with the mummy . Children must sit in the back in the child seat . Then another man asked me , whether I know , what a ' Poser ' is . I believe , the man was a friend of the man with the t-Shirt with the Mrs. drauf . I said that I naturally know , what a Poser am , although I did not know that . Then the two men laughed and then to have them me asked whether I am a Poser . I said , because I believe that a Poser which bad is . Then the men laughed still more and to have it all in the restaurant said , and suddenly the whole restaurant looked on me and all to have laughed. I believe , that was a joke , which those told to the other one , and therefore I also laughed. Then I ordered myself a beer, because drank the other also all beer . The beer tasted grauslich, completely bitterly and not so well , as all said , but drank up I it nevertheless , because a Satanist bears everything . Afterwards I felt completely amusing . Was dizzy to me and amusing things I said and the men to have all at me laughed. End the conclusion the men said , I am to again come , if I my hamster the head abgebissen has . I will do that , because I am a genuine Satanist .



Hello my black friends , there am I again !
This time I tell you , how history continued . How can perhaps still remind it you, I told you in the last part that I was in a bad restaurant , where a man said to me I am my hamster the head abbeissen. At home I went thus only once into my room . I by the way prepared my room completely beautifully two weeks ago ago , when I began to hear Black Metal . I hung everywhere poster up of HIM and grain and other bad volume. There even the Eminem hangs , although that is no Metal , but Hip Hop or as is called . But it is nevertheless bad , because it has a chain saw in the hand on the stage always and America more drueber excites itself completely that it is so bad . Then I set up candles , which were remaining from Christmas still on my desk . But Christmas I like now no more , because that is like a Christian and everything which is Christian , that am uncool . Then I tinkered from cardboard a wrong cross and on it I with felt-tip pen a Pentagramm painted and a totenkopf on from rubber glued. I have that also from the PAPER box. The wrong cross hangs now over my bed . My mummy grumbled naturally dreadfully , where she saw that . She says , that is ' Blasphemie ' and the dear God sees that not at all gladly . I was then ashamed nevertheless somehow , but I am proud on the fact that I am bad and my mummy sees . In this room also the cage with my hamster is located inside . I remembered thus , what the man in the restaurant said . Then I ignited all candles in my room and opened the cage and took the hamster out. I believe , the hamster noticed that I him which to do wants , because he made for me before loud fear on the hand . I wiped that away however fast. Then I considered myself whether I am to make the hamster rather dead , before I him the head abbeisse. But I believe , the man meant safe , I am to abbeissen him alive the head. I was already rather excited and my heart as moved gepumpert. Then I closed the eyes completely firmly and took the head of the hamster into the mouth . That gekitzelt, because the hamster has everywhere hair and I had to sneeze nearly . Straight ones I wanted to zubeissen , because the hamster has so firmly gezappelt, there my mummy with the Tuere came in. She got and to to cry began a fright . I wanted to say straight that I only with the Stupsi, then is called the hamster , played , there have I to him before loud shock genuinly the head to abgebissen. Simply so . It geknackst and my whole mouth was full bloods and it tasted grauslich. The skin scratched bloed and I for crying began completely . My mummy raved like savage . Then it called the rescue, because I did not stop no more for crying and then also still broke . The whole floor has I vollgespieen, on my garb drauf and everything . And in the middle inside the dead hamster is convenient and the parts of its head . I trembled dreadfully and me was ashamed and my mummy have me a runtergehauen. Then the rescue people came and asked , what is loose . The two rescue people were civil servants and had both long black hair . When they saw my room with the Postern and the candles and to the wrong cross , both did not stop begun to laugh and any longer . Then they lifted me on a Bahre and carried me in the rescue car . While we drove with the rescue into the hospital , they asked my mummy whether I belong sparkling wines. My mummy meant that I hear since two weeks Black Metal , because I said its that . Then she still said that I am a Satanistin and I was correctly proudly . There the two civil servants began again for laughter and to have meant , which would be only puberty and that correct Black Metal anything is not for children , and that I am anyway only ' trendy ' a Black Metal Girlie . I found that in common , because I find that I am a correct Satanist and at all . Then we were in the hospital and the doctor however already said there that I had probably a poisoning , because I swallowed the whole hamster blood and so . Three days long kept it there me , in the hospital . Then I have again after-live to go to be allowed . Into my apology for the school my mummy wrote that I had a hamster blood poisoning . I find that genuine evil.
Up to next time ,
your Claudy666



And again I welcome you , my natures of the night !


As you know, I had last mark this poisoning because of the hamster blood. But am now I again better . I do not have a bad controversy with my mummy had , because she meant , the whole Satanismus am good for me . But I said it that I do not want to live otherwise no more , if I may not dress black . Then I have on my green Invicta - backpack with a felt-tip pen HIM draufgeschrieben, where the » I « is a wrong cross . I painted Drunter a Pentagramm with four Sechsen . There I believe with a Pentagramm belong to four , although only three Sechsen should be the animal . And if the Pentagramm with the point upward is , then that means that one is a Satanist . Thus stands at least in the Bravo . I tighten now always black skirts , with which I cut the edge to points , because that have I in a catalog seen and that is also , gothic ' and completely modern . I wear always strumpfhosen with ladders to Drunter , because the abge **** t out-looks and badly . In addition I wear then either black boots with paragraph , so that I am not so small , or my Skaterschuhe. Those are brown , but that is also nearly black . In the school now always all look at me amusingly . Perhaps that is because of the fact that I start now each day also, Corpsepaint ' or as that is, into the school or also that they know all of my hamster blood poisoning . I believe , which wanted all fear from me and with their laughter them to only hide . Thus I still more badly out-look I a green dog collar bought . There are rivets drauf . So that it out-looks still more badly, I angemalt it black. Then was again Saturday . On Saturday I may away-go. I may remain in each case to sieved clock in the city , but is enough , in order to go again into the bad restaurant , where all are like that like I . I attracted myself satanistisch and up-painted Corpsepaint and umgehaengt the cross and my nails black angemalt. Thus I went then into the city . The mummy grumbled , but to it I already got accustomed . I went thus again into the restaurant . There me all angestarrt and again for laughter began . But I believe , laugh only , because they are so friendly . Then I saw the man of the last mark again . It herumgeschmust with a girl, long black hair wore and also such an amusing t-Shirt . It had a wrong cross hang even around the neck . I knocked the man on the shoulder. It turned and me badly looked at. Then it began its friend still more also for laughter . I believe , its friend know I . I saw those already once in the school . I told the man and its friend that I genuinly the hamster the head abgebissen has . Then they laughed still more and completely often , Poser ' called. I believe , her find me to super . Then I asked the man whether I may go through in its sparkling wines . That looked at me then completely strangely. It gerunzelt the forehead and then it again for laughter began and the whole restaurant along-laughed. I also along-laughed, because sparkling wines is which merry. He said then that they find people merry like me and that I am a bloedes child and that they do not like me . And at all , the friend said of the man then , is not not each metalworker a Satanist and I only imagines herself all this . There I got and nearly for crying began a rage . I together-clenched my fists and geschrien completely firmly then have I with piepsiger voice that they all can be glad that I do not clean-strike to them. Is correct . Because so commonly those do not have to be . Then they have all still louder laughed and completely many people are around me. I got still another more enormous rage and gave then I to the man a slap , so that he notices that one may not do me verarschen . I roared that he has no notion of Satanismus . The man began again for laughter and around assistance geschrien. But I believe , that serious he did not mean . Two other men gezerrt me then from the restaurant and me to the car of my mummy brought , because it was already sieves clock . My mummy grumbled and meant again dreadful , I needs a psychiatrist . That would make me again normal . Then I began completely loud for crying . At home I locked up myself then into my room and have myself with the shears try the pulse veins open to cut. Unfortunately that did not function . But but I run around now the whole next week with carrierless shirts , so that one sees the bad scars .
Bis zum nächsten Mal,
eure Satanic Claudy666