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Say hello to an old friend
Say I`m sorry for the things I didn’t say
Say I miss you to someone who needs it
Say why I hurt you and I`ll try to make it better

I was waiting
Because I knew there was so much for you to get through
I was asking
Because I wanted you to know I`d understand you
I tried to be patient
Because I wanted to give you the time to come back
And then I saw you going in a different direction

I cried for you
Like I cried for her
And then I saw you looking at me
As if you were crying for anything and nothing
I know you cried for her
But when you laughed with the others
I knew you were gone

You were broken
Your heart will maybe never be as clear as it was
When we were so close friends
And I missed you
And I hated you
And I wonder if I
Have done something to you
So that you couldn’t talk to me any more

I will never forget
The look in your eyes
When you turned
And walked away without saying a word

I just wanted to hug you again
But now its too late
And will never be like it was