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letter to the powerful beeings,
I try in English, because I know you like it
with simple words I try to say
Since you tapped into my live
I lost my present time,
in this skinny, skinny world
I disturb
It´s not for me what you want to change inside of me
I pass
I don´t wish myself eternity
it was always simple form of live
which was of joy
thank you for my second live
but the rest is not the correct measure
for my heart
all is broken
and I am not a stone.
How can I be a part of you,
I´m so small beside you
what you want from me ?
Sorrows about my motherness
gets bigger
I´ve got persons in my house
who dont´t accept me as a good mother.
Where were you ? I couldn´t see you !
Happiness about having you
is not longer minor aspect
loving simple way of live
like i did before is much more better.
And if worlds sun an moon
is nearly in last circels
I pass
we all die together
and - what can I do ?
I feel me so empty like I never was before
My thougts are not weapons any more.
I cannot make a wish and
thack it was done !
like the greater brother,
In that final back of view
you must be illusion and I feel me sick
I don´t want to know more about this
meaningless time
all facts to know
listen to the wispering ground
is killing me !
You were the best tailors I´ve ever had but
it must supposed to be an other persons dress
not mine
please
don´t try to give me wings
I am not worth your call
it depresses me
it keeps me out of live
I never felt this strange friendship to death
in that moment, he is giving me more sense than you.
A lucky woman I was before
I want to be like this.
Game is over
I am out
I never turn back bluster sides
my inner circle is crashed
I stop reading
spending my time with my children
going out
dancing
meet friends
there is no longer time for you.
Otherwise I break my mind.
You are to much to big for me.
Where is your power, I cannot see.
All this things you were telling me
to much !
I am alone.
I cannot stand it.
I ask you let me free !
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